Thursday, May 26, 2011

pray, pray, pray

prayers do come true. living in a place where you don't have your family or closest friends with you will make you go crazy sometimes. since I arrived here in Dubai, I have been praying more and it's really sincere. I prayed that I passed the DOH exam and I passed it with only 2 questions asked which are usually 3 or more. I prayed that I will be given kind employer and I can still do my ministry and church. God gave it to me. The kindest employer and the best patient I ever had. I'm so amazed by what I am experiencing now. I know a lot is yet to come. Now, I realized that being a nurse here in Dubai is not for me. I don't know why but I know God will provide like He always do. To God be the glory!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Fit! I have it!


Thank God! After days of waiting I finally got the result and it was positive. I really don't know what happened during the interview but prayers are really powerful. They ask me what am I going to do in 2 different situations which I haven't encountered yet. I'm really grateful that I have passed the exam and I can now apply jobs without hesitation because I don't have a license.

hurt, hurt

I’ve been hurt for many times. Most of the time, those instances ended with me cursing to that person like “hope you die or suffer a lot”. I do this silently. Mostly to the people dearest to me (close friends/family). A trusted friend but he uttered a word that made me decide not to talk to him. I was so hurt and cursed him. We never to each other even a word. Years later, we met again and we started talking like nothing happened. He shared to me that terrible things happened in the past years. A few months ago, our pastor preached about “loving your enemy or any one who hurt or wronged you”. He said instead of cursing the person you should bless the person. When you curse and it came true you will feel guilt and you will alienate the person from you. Suddenly, I remembered all the people hurt me and I ask myself then I curse them. I recalled that my friend suffered terrible things. I felt guilty. Maybe I am partly to blame to what happened to him. So, I prayed and forgave him. I also prayed the he will be blessed with a loving wife and good health to his family. This was not easy but it is more heartbreaking to see someone suffering. I thank God for this. I really sorry. I apologize to the people I've hurt because of things I said or actions I did or didn't do. I know at times I'm inconsiderate, tactless, rude, childish, loud, etc. I hope you forgive me. Im trying my best to show that Im sincere. God Bless Us All!

Monday, May 9, 2011

i have arrived!

actually, i arrived a month ago. hehehe. i was so focused on my exam and with the job hunting including the visits to friends and famous sites here. hehehe. i'm taking the DHA (DOH) exam this May 12, so pray for me guys. i will post the process here in details after i take the exam. i'm so busy with studying and with FB, too. hehehe. someone gave me some topics to study about. i hope i get asked questions i'm familiar like MI and DM. well, until next time. i have to leave to study again. bte. god bless us all!!!